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[02 Nov 2004|03:31pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]

HOMECOMING WAS SO MUCH FUN! I'm so happy that Natalie and Taylor got to come with me! I would have died if I had to stay with you know who all night. lol! You guys Rock! I love you so much! I'm hoping we get the "guys" to come to Sickles haha

I'm in the best mood! So please nobody ruin it! :) Thanks

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIA! [01 Nov 2004|04:18pm]
[ mood | aggravated ]

xoxo ashley xoxo

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[31 Oct 2004|03:14pm]
[ mood | stressed ]

I made the coolest heart today out of a bobby pin! Its so awesome. Its hangin' in Ross's car so if you want to see it just go look in Ross's window! holla
Today was a bad day at school. Jordan and Ross kept pokin' at my sore stomach. hehe
xoxo ashle xoxo

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAIME! [30 Oct 2004|11:38pm]
[ mood | happy ]

**Happy Birthday to you, Happy Birthday to you, Happy Birthday dear Jaime, Happy Birthday to you!
I love you Jaime! She's 18! yay! I hope you had a great surprise party! Thanks for comin' over too! I love you!

This weekend was a ton of fun! Even though I had no power for like 17 hours but its cool. Me and my brothers did some crazy things outside. Thank you Jordan for lettin' us all come over. I had a ton of fun! I love all my friends!

My mom finally went out today and got paint for my room and she started painting it. I'm so excited I can't wait till its finally done!
xoxo ash xoxo


I had a 5 day weekend and its now ending today :(

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[29 Oct 2004|08:06pm]
[ mood | content ]

Today was a fun day. I did do much. I was at Taylors house and then bennett came over and we went to Sam Ash. HE boiught a guitar. A Taylor! Its niice. But then I just hang out with Taylor and Lia and Bennett. Thank you Taylor for doing my journal. She re done my thing for me. She deleted some of the icon for me. I love her! OH and i had no school on Friday which was awesome. And no school on Mon. so its a 4 day weekend. yay well. i'm out
xoxo ashley xoxo

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[01 Sep 2004|04:40pm]
[ mood | excited ]

This is so awesome! I was talking to CC today online and she said she made the Children's church band. She said she was the lead singer. That's my girl! I love her! and I'm so proud of her! :) I love you CC!
xoxo ash xoxo

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[24 Aug 2004|04:11pm]
[ mood | lonely ]

Well, School has been awesome! I've met a ton of new people that are fun to hang out with. Well, I went to Joelle's party which was a blast and then Bennett droped me and taylor off at my house and then woke up to go to church the next morning. It was just me, taylor, and Ross at frist but then Jordan, and Natalie showed up for 3rd service. Taylor left and then I went to my mom and dad's office and did some homework. After 3rd I went out to eat with my family and I just hung around my house until 180. and OH OMG it was so awesome. Praise and Worship was incredible. after that we just hung out and chilled. Bennett took me and Taylor home and we just chilled at Taylors for a while until like 10 when Bennett had to be home. lol oops. But then I went to bed and school, which was awesome. I love it now. :) After school Me, Bennett, and Jordan went to Larry's Deli where they got something to eat but I refuse to eat there food. Then I went home. Slept from 3:30 till 5 and that was so awesome. I really needed it. Then went to bed at like 9:30. :) I woke up went to school again and had a wonderful day. even though I have a ton of homework that I really don't want to do but oh well gotta do it. And I have to babysit tonight for Pastor Dean.
xoxo ash xoxo

** I'm praying for Jaime and Jason. They both have auditions tonight. You guys are going to be great!
And Congrats for Natalie on making the adult choir! Good Job!

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[22 Aug 2004|04:36pm]
[ mood | tired ]

I found this online and I thought it was really a good story...

One day, I woke early in the morning to watch the sunrise. Ah the beauty of God's creation is beyond description. As I watched, I praised God for His beautiful work. As I sat there, I felt the Lord's presence with me. He asked me, "Do you love me?" I answered, "Of course, God! You are my Lord and Saviour!"

Then He asked, "If you were physically handicapped, would you still love me?" I was perplexed. I looked down upon my arms, legs and the rest of my body and wondered how many things I wouldn't; be able to do, the things that I took for granted. And I answered, "It would be tough Lord, but I would still love You."

Then the Lord said, "If you were blind, would you still love my creation?" How could I love something without being able to see it? Then I thought of all the blind people in the world and how many of them still loved God and His creation. So I answered, "Its hard to think of it, but I would still love you."

The Lord then asked me, "If you were deaf, would you still listen to my word?" How could I listen to anything being deaf? Then I understood. Listening to God's Word is not merely using our ears, but our hearts. I answered, "It would be tough, but I would still listen to Your word."

The Lord then asked, "If you were mute, would you still praise my name?" How could I praise without a voice? Then it occurred to me: God wants us to sing from our very heart and soul. It never matters what we sound like. And praising God is not always with a song, but when we are persecuted, we give God praise with our words of thanks. So I answered, "Though I could not physically sing, I would still praise your Name.

And the Lord asked, "Do you really love Me?" With courage and a strong conviction, I answered boldly, "Yes Lord! I love You because You are the one and true God!" I thought I had answered well, but God asked, "THEN WHY DO YOU SIN?"

I answered, "Because I am only human. I am not perfect."


The Lord continued: "Why only sing at fellowships and retreats? Why seek Me only in times of worship? Why ask things so selfishly? Why ask things so unfaithfully?" The tears continued to roll down my cheeks. "Why are you ashamed of Me? Why are you not spreading the good news?

"Why in times of persecution, you cry to others when I offer My shoulder to cry on? Why make excuses when I give you opportunities to serve in My Name?" I tried to answer, but there was no answer to give.

"You are blessed with life. I made you not to throw this gift away. I have blessed you with talents to serve Me, but you continue to turn away. I have revealed My Word to you, but you do not gain in knowledge. I have spoken to you but your ears were closed. I have shown My blessings to you, but your eyes were turned away. I have sent you servants, but you sat idly by as they were pushed away. I have heard your prayers and I have answered them all."

"DO YOU TRULY LOVE ME ?" I could not answer. How could I? I was embarrassed beyond belief. I had no excuse. What could I say to this? When my heart had cried out and the tears had flowed, I said, Please forgive me Lord. I am unworthy to be Your child."

The Lord answered, " That is My Grace, My child." I asked, " Then why do you continue to forgive me? Why do You love me so?"

The Lord answered, " Because you are My creation. You are my child. I will never abandon you. When you cry, I will have compassion and cry with you. When you shout with joy, I will laugh with you. When you are down, I will encourage you. When you fall, I will raise you up. When you are tired, I will carry you. I will be with you till the end of days, and I will love you forever."

Never had I cried so hard before. How could I have been so cold? How could I have hurt God as I had done? I asked God, "How much do You love me?

The Lord stretched out His arms, and I saw His nail-pierced hands. I bowed down at the feet of Christ, my Saviour. And for the first time, I truly prayed.

Author Unknown.

* I LOVE God with all my heart and I'm not ashamed to admit it.

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[16 Aug 2004|02:59pm]
[ mood | tired ]

Hey guys! I haven't written in here for a while but school is getitn' better! I still got a lot of homework but oh well. Thanks Taylor for doing those pictures for me! And Natalie your going to do an awesome job tonight. I'm praying for you and your voice is gonna be ok. I love ya! Well, Friday night I went to Taylors with Natalie, Lia, Ross, Jordan, Jaime, Jason, Kenzie, and Abby. It was so much fun playing the number game. haha Natalie and trying to play she kept saying 10 though. But it was fun. Then everyone left around 12 and me and Lia stayed the night. We were so sad that Natalie couldn't :( We went to bed and my dad picked me up early the next morning because I had to babysit. I babysat 7 hours. A lil crazy but I got money. I had church the next morning and Ross was there! He actually got to be there the whole time too. Sorry about that one Ross. lol After that I went home with Taylor and we went out to eat with her mom and went shopping. looking for Taylor a dress for Joelle's party. Which is going to be a blast. I'm wearing the pink one. yay I can't wait! I love getting dressed up. But then we got taylor a dress for $3 so that was awesome. We came home got ready for 180. 180 was a blast as always. I love being with my friends. It was baptism night and it was really awesome. I knew many people who were gettin' baptised so it was awesome seeing them. Well, I'm out I gotta lotta homework too do :( I peace out
xoxo ash xoxo

Thank you Taylor for that lil talk last night. I love ya! haha
* beats chest, smells fingers, lifts to the sky*

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Camp Pics! [13 Aug 2004|03:58pm]

Hey Everyone, Heres some Kids Camp pics...

^ Ryan playing the guitar for the services

^ Lauren

Intern Mark!!! That shaving cream fight was so much fun! WEE!

^ Justin Giddeons in the Slime War

^ Giddeons in the gym

^ Taylor on the blob! WEE!

^ Tim tackling Mark during the Slime War, he wanted this picture for proof.


^ Justin, Mark, Ryan, and Butch. Poor guys had no sleep...z Z z Z

^ Ryan, Mark, Justin and Josh at the Spring

^ Lauren and Taylor in the Shaving Cream fight : )

Thats all folks...


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... [12 Aug 2004|03:56pm]
[ mood | scared ]

Alright, Well, school is going somewhat better. I'm just now gettin' settled into the classes. Today Ross came to me and jaime's lunch :) it was fun. haha people he dosn't even know, know who he is. But its all good. I ate some of a pizza :) lol Jaime finsihed it for me though. Then I went to my Spanish class and it was so much fun. haha even though the teacher like hates me. I have this kid who sits behind me and he looks like the guy on Napoleon Dynomite the one that Chats online with babes. lol haha I just turn around a wave at him. I think he thinks i'm really weird because I just stare at him. The whole class thinks I'm the weirdest girl ever. I do the dumest things ever. But its fun! Then I had World History and Ross came and saw me! I really dind't think he was going to but he did. It was cool. Thanks! :) Well, I'm going to go now. OH YEAH! a hurrican is coming :( I hope that everything is going to be ok. My family is coming over because they got evacuated out of their house. So they have to come stay with us. Everyone pray!
xoxo ash xoxo

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ahhh [10 Aug 2004|02:52pm]
[ mood | tired ]

AHH second day of school and I really can't stand it. I've been so tired lately even when I'm going to bed at like 10 I fell asleep in Psychology today :( I don't ever want to go to school ever again. Its so boring. Lunch is crazy. haha Me, Jaime, Todd, and Jeff have like the worst lunch ever. I mean were all together but its so boring. I don't even eat lunch. I don't know if thats gonna be a good idea or not because I'm gettin really tired and I feel like I can't move. But I'm never hungry at 10:30 so I don't know. But I'm going to stop complaining go study for a test in Biology and do my homework for Psychology :(
xoxo ash xoxo

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[09 Aug 2004|03:18pm]
For some reason my AIM isn't working :( I can't figure out why either. Oh well! I peace out
xoxo ash xoxo

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Oh school... [09 Aug 2004|03:10pm]
[ mood | tired ]

Well, Today was my first day of school :( I was really scared to go on Sunday but this morning when I woke up I wasn't really scared. Which was good :) I woke up at 5:30 to get ready and I was so tired. But Bennett picked me up at 6:45 and we picked up Jordan then went to school. When we got there Jaime and Jason were near and Ross and Todd were in the parking lot with us. We were there so early I don't know why. But Bennett thought there would be traffic but there wasn't any. So, Me and The Band just chilled for a lil bit till the bell rang. I walked with Bennett to first period and then all the other ones. lol I had lunch with Jaime, Jeff, and Todd. That was cool. I don't like my Pyschology class at all. I don't know why I'm taking it. Oh well. I'm so tired and hungry so i'm going to go.
xoxo ash xoxo

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[07 Aug 2004|10:47pm]
My thing is being real weird. I'll type something in as an entry and it wont post then I do it again and it post what I did the time before. I'm confused :(
xoxo ash xoxo

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[07 Aug 2004|10:47pm]
This isn't working I'm going to cry :(
xoxo ash xoxo

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[07 Aug 2004|10:45pm]
I'm seeing something real quick!
xoxo ash xoxo

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hmm.... [07 Aug 2004|10:44pm]
[ mood | giggly ]

Oh wow! Well, I don't know what day I left off at so I'm going to start with Wed. I was home most of the day with my brothers. We ran in the rain and just had fun. I've really had a lot of fun with them lately. But then we just chilled around the house cleaning the house. So, my grandparents and other family came over Wed. night and Me, Jaime (sis), and Wesley left to go pick my brother up at the hookers. We got there and they were still going so we just slipped in till they were done and I went to get my brothers and they were all pushing each other in the pool so I thought I would help them out some. I turn around to go back inside and Joe comes running after me and he tackles me in the pool. But guess what? I was wearing a white shirt. :( lol but it was cool. I Had fun. We were there for like an hour only suppose to pick Andrew up. lol oops. We then left with like 6 other kids in the car that we had to take home. haha we came home and all my family was all gone so Jaime got in trouble. lol Well, then I went to bed. I LOVE TO SLEEP! It's like my favorite thing to do! :) Thursday, I got up at like 1 or so and I had to get ready for Jaime's graduation. YAY she graduated! But we got ready for some poeple to come over. At like 6 Rachel came over got ready real quick and then we left to go to Wesley Chapel High School. She graduated and yeah. lol After that we went to this really nice restraunt inYbor. It was so awesome. There were these really cool dancers. We left at like midnight. Friday, I woke up at like 9 to get ready to go out with my family. We went to My school and Wesley's school to finish some things up. But we got to the mall at like 11:30 and I was there till like 3:30 it was the longest shopping day ever. lol. We went to some other places but who cares. lol OH I got my paint for my room. Its like this really light Pink. Its so cute. I just love it. well, then I got home at like 5 and I talk to Bennett and he was like I'm coming over I was like ok. So he came over at like 5:15 and he gave me the COOLEST ring ever! I just love it so much. I just wanna stare at it and kiss it. lol. jk But Thanks a lot Bennett. I have yours but I just gotta wrap it and then go home and get it. You may not get it till mon. He left at like 5:30 when I left to go babysit. :( Even though I love babysitting the Wilds I just get tired of it sometimes. lol. But the kids were great. Wesley came over with me to babysit. We road the scooter back home and I called Natalie and she invited me to come over to her house at like 10. My parents couldn't give me a ride so Jaime and Ross came and picked me up at like 11 or so. We went to Natalie's house were Natalie, Taylor, Bennett, Jaime, Jason, Ross, Jordan, and Jordan's lil sister. We tried to watch a movie but we coudln't. We just kept talking. After ever one left at like 12:30 or so Taylor, Natalie and I just chilled with Natalie until Taylor's mom came and picked us up. Me, and Natalie went to Taylor's house were we ate, talked, laughed, prayed, laughed, and slept. haha we didn't go to bed till like 3:30. But before we prayed for everyone and then fell right alseep. We slept in till like 12:30. Which was really nice. We were going to go to Mine and Taylor's brothers football games but we were too tired to get up. lol. Saturday, we woke up at like 12:30. And we made muffins! YUMM! they were so good! We then went up to Taylor's room's talked online. And laughed a lot. lol. HAHA the greatest thing ever happened. We were all sittin' on the bed me and Natalie were just sittin' on Taylors bed. And Natalie had here Anti-Backteria stuff and she had a great idea to see what it taste like. haha So, Me and Natalie both got a dot of it and put it in our tongues. lol So, we put the Cumber Melon Anti-Backterial Moisturizing Hand Gel with Vitamins and B5, E, and Aloe. It kills Germs too! lol haha after eating it we look at the back of the bottle and it says:


For external use only

Keep out of the reach of Children.  If swallowed, get medical help or contact a Poison Control Center right away.

HAHA and they don't even have a number for us to call.  I think I might die now.  And then I'm going to go to HEAVEN! YAY!  I wanna go.  But not right now.  haha and now i'm going to give Natalie the computer because she is singing a song that says she is going to Throw up. lol.  haha GOOD TIMES!  Well, I PEACE OUT!

xoxo Ash xoxo

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[03 Aug 2004|10:15am]
[ mood | tired ]

I woke up at like 8:30 to go get my schedule for stupid school. Here it is for people who go to Land O' Lakes:

1- Biology I Honors
2- Geometry
3- English II Honors
4- Lunch
5- Spanish II
6- Psychology I
7- World History Honors

I hope I like it. I don't want to go to school but I guess its something that we all have to do. I'm just glad that I got Jaime in my lunch with me. YAY!

xoxo ASH xoxo

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[02 Aug 2004|12:55pm]
[ mood | happy ]

I'm just going to start with 180 because thats all I can member from... But 180 was a blast we did Praise in Worship and then we broke up into 3 groups and we did one more song and just worshiped together. It was awesome. haha we played a game which was fun. Even though when the ball came to me I kinda ran away. oops.. lol but after that we broke up into smaller groups and that went awesome. We started up just saying our names then we went into asking question's about us and when we are alone. Many people spoke and opened up which was awesome. After 180 Me, Natalie, Jordan, Jaime, Ross and Jason left to go see a movie Napoleon Dynamite. haha FUNNY MOVIE! We all laughed the whole movie. It was so funny. We all left after the movie, well, Jordan took Me, Natalie and Ross home haha I PROMISE I didn't kiss Ross or Natalie. lol Good times. After Jordan took me home I got to pick the comforter that I wanted and its so pretty! I love it! And I had a awesome talk with Jaime. And I'm so glad that we met. Its really awesome how I was praying for her mom before she even knew me. But I love her. And I want to become so much closer as this year comes up.

Well, Mark left this morning at 11 :( I really am going to miss him. He has made such an impact on me and everyone else. He is comin' back in October. And my family is going to go visit him soon. I love him so much. God is going to do some awesome things to him when he finishes Bible School. Hopefully he will be coming back to Flordia with our chuch and being a Pastor here. But we don't know yet its all in what God wants him to do. I will miss you so much Mark. And I love you!

Boo! School starts next Monday :( I don't want it to start. This summer has been the best ever. I've made so many more friends and I just wish I didn't have to go back. I'm a lil upset that my mom said that I couldn't be homeschooled. I wanted to be so bad. I really don't know why. But maybe its because I hate school. lol But hopefully t his year will be better than last year.

NATALIE! YAY! She is back! I Missed her so much. I was so happy when she came home. I love her hair. Its so cute. I hope she will get to go to school with me this year. That would be awesome. But I don't think she will be. I think she is gonna be homeschooled but she doesn't really know yet. lol. It stinks that all of there luggage got lost. I would cry. lol. Hopefully it will be found and brought back home. lol

Happy Birthday Bennett!


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